I have to face it and accept it. I am sick - more than usual today.All kinds of feelings come with that.I can't ignore them if I want to be conscious, which I do.But I can't hold on when they wish to pass in order to have any happiness. Feeling discouraged about not writing today,I forget... and think it's every day.I forget that it takes patience to hone any skill.I forget to cut myself slack.Memory is more precious than gold, diamonds, and land.