Happy to be in the background and invisible
To help other people
Express themselvesAnd spread their thing. So say the creators, "Two day's after Obama's historic election we took to the streets of New York and made this."
Two experiences come to mind
As I watch this soothing slice of
Naturally inviting video.Sitting on the flowering wild pea-covered
hills above the Puget Sound
On Friday Harbor, San Juan Island.
Staring at a rock underwater.The reeds that had attached themselves
Were completely still
Even though their tops waved
Crazily with each ebb and flow of the water.
I recognized that same effect in me
The closer I got to the strong center
The less I waved about, willy nilly.The other experience was when I was
Walking out in nature, by a lake, while
So much calm energy swirled around me that
I was endlessly fascinated by everything.Complete in myself as I was at Friday Harbor.Noticing how different that was from
Certain tendencies I might have to cover up some
Silences with words - ah, lovely words...
And sounds, so beautiful in their vibrations,
And yet there's that and so much more.Both were memorable afternoons.
Music... last in tonight's trilogy
Would fit in better from the time and place,
But... something that struck... a tone.
"Thracian Girl carrying the Head of Orpheus on his Lyre" by Gustave Moreau, 1865
Thank you, T.A. for introducing me to this
Heartbreakingly bittersweet beauty by Rilke
That weaves so perfectly the time and talent
In and with which it was written, but also
The mythology on which it was based.Speaks to something ancient and steady
Within.
"Lamentations of Orpheus" by Alexandre Seon Orpheus. Eurydice. Hermes
by Rainier Maria Rilke
That was the strange mine of souls.
As secret ores of silver they passed
like veins through its darkness. Between the roots
blood welled, flowing onwards to Mankind,
and it looked as hard as Porphyry in the darkness.
Otherwise nothing was red.There were cliffs
and straggling woods. Bridges over voids,
and that great grey blind lake,
that hung above its distant floor
like a rain-filled sky above a landscape.
And between meadows, soft and full of patience,
one path, a pale strip, appeared,
passing by like a long bleached thing.And down this path they came.In front the slim man in the blue mantle,
mute and impatient, gazing before him.
His steps ate up the path in huge bites
without chewing: his hands hung,
clumsy and tight, from the falling folds,
and no longer aware of the weightless lyre,
grown into his left side,
like a rose-graft on an olive branch.
And his senses were as if divided:
while his sight ran ahead like a dog,
turned back, came and went again and again,
and waited at the next turn, positioned there –
his hearing was left behind like a scent.
Sometimes it seemed to him as if it reached
as far as the going of those other two,
who ought to be following this complete ascent.Then once more it was only the repeated sound of his climb
and the breeze in his mantle behind him.
But he told himself that they were still coming:
said it aloud and heard it die away.
They were still coming, but they were two
fearfully light in their passage. If only he might
turn once more ( if looking back
were not the ruin of all his work,
that first had to be accomplished), then he must see them,
the quiet pair, mutely following him:the god of errands and far messages,
the travelling-hood above his shining eyes,
the slender wand held out before his body,
the beating wings at his ankle joints;
and on his left hand, as entrusted: her.The so-beloved, that out of one lyre
more grief came than from all grieving women:
so that a world of grief arose, in which
all things were there once more: forest and valley,
and road and village, field and stream and creature:
and that around this grief-world, just as
around the other earth, a sun
and a silent star-filled heaven turned,
a grief-heaven with distorted stars –
she was so-loved.But she went at that god’s left hand,
her steps confined by the long grave-cloths,
uncertain, gentle, and without impatience.
She was in herself, like a woman near term,
and did not think of the man, going on ahead,
or the path, climbing upwards towards life.
She was in herself. And her being-dead
filled her with abundance.
As a fruit with sweetness and darkness,
so she was full with her vast death,
that was so new, she comprehended nothing.She was in a new virginity
and untouchable: her sex was closed
like a young flower at twilight,
and her hands had been weaned so far
from marriage that even the slight god’s
endlessly gentle touch, as he led,
hurt her like too great an intimacy.She was no longer that blonde woman,
sometimes touched on in the poet’s songs,
no longer the wide bed’s scent and island,
and that man’s possession no longer.She was already loosened like long hair,
given out like fallen rain,
shared out like a hundredfold supply.She was already root.And when suddenly
the god stopped her and, with anguish in his cry,
uttered the words: ‘He has turned round’ –
she comprehended nothing and said softly: ‘Who?’But far off, darkly before the bright exit,
stood someone or other, whose features
were unrecognisable. Who stood and saw
how on the strip of path between meadows,
with mournful look, the god of messages
turned, silently, to follow the figure
already walking back by that same path,
her steps confined by the long grave-cloths,
uncertain, gentle, and without impatience.
I often think about my paternal grandmother
Who died when I was nine.
Inconsolable, I was, and yet the level of
Intimacy with my parents during the
Grieving process remains one of the
Closest times I've had with them.Whenever I was sad or felt lonely
When we visited their apartment on Broadway
With all the lights and tiny people
And traffic and amazing slice of boiling
Life from even the smallest bathroom window... My grandmother would bring me a little bag full of
Swatches of the most soothing fabrics
Silk, suede, satin, etc. so I could just rub
The sadness of childhood away.I held on to that bag for so long;
I may still have it in my Seattle storage.Here's where the ghost part comes in...
I've always loved stories and movies about ghosts.
Their ethereal nature; their retention of gifts and wisdom.
In my favorite ones, anyway. One night, my father asked me if I would be scared
If my beloved grandmother - his mother - floated
Through the door right then.
And I had to admit that I probably would be.So I practiced not being scared of that exact
Scenario, here and there, over these many years.
And, somehow, this ties in with a beloved movie:
"The Ghost and Mrs. Muir."Only watch the video clip if you want to be spoiled...
As it pretty much shows random bits of the entire plot.
Or if you love the movie too.
It's quite a sweet blend of a lifelong haunting
With a well-chosen song; put together by marxfan8
Below the clip are some of that person's notes...
'"Edge of the Ocean" by Ivy has recently become one of my favorite songs. I just had to make a video with it somehow, and, for whatever reason, I chose "The Ghost and Mrs. Muir". '
The riff continues
With this rare Feist coverI don't usually embed covers
But I thought this was an
Especially good one.You're in trouble now, maybe
I'm being sucked down this rabbit hole...I'll fight and claw my way back up,
However, especially for you
I like what I'm mucking through
On my travels.Please bear with me...
We'll be right back after this short
Commercial interruption.
Peace.
Still on a Wes Anderson riff
From the other dayAnd I really think the Kinks
Are underrated
UnfortunatelyMaybe it's all in my imagination,
But this is still my goodnight song to you "Nothing in this world... stop me
Worrying about that girl..."So sleepy now...
Sweetness to you in your rest
And dreams.I like the crinkly in my
Pastoral scene;
Don't you?